ACCORDION

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 Accordion appeared in popular music from the 1900s-1960s. This half century is often called the "Golden Age of the Accordion". Three players, Pietro Frosini and the two brothers Count Guido Deiro andPietro Deiro, were major influences at this time.

Most Vaudeville theaters closed during the Great Depression, but accordionists during 1930s-1950s taught and performed for radio. During the 1950s through the 1980s the accordion received significant exposure on television with performances by Myron Floren on The Lawrence Welk Show. In the late 1950s and early 1960s, the accordion declined in popularity.

A folk accordionist 2009

In popular music, it is now generally considered exotic or old-fashioned to include the accordion, especially in music for advertisements. Some popular acts do use the instrument in their distinctive sounds. A notable example is Grammy Award winningparodist "Weird Al" Yankovic, who plays the accordion on many of his musical tracks, particularly his polkas. Yankovic was trained in the accordion as a child.

1831, from German Akkordion, from Akkord "musical chord, concord of sounds, be in tune" (cf. Italian accordare "to attune an instrument"); ultimately from same source as English accord (v.), with suffix on analogy of clarion, etc. Invented 1829 by piano-maker Cyrill Demian (1772-1847) of Vienna.

Fear of the dark-scotophobia (separation anxiety disorder by Freud)

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..Some researchers, beginning with Sigmund Freud, consider the fear of the dark as a manifestation of separation anxiety disorder

Separation anxiety disorder is a psychological condition in which an individual experiences excessive anxietyregarding separation from home or from people to whom the individual has a strong emotional attachment(like a father, mother, grandparents, and brothers or sisters). Separation Anxiety Disorder (SAD), is characterized by significant and recurrent amounts of worry upon (or anticipation of) separation from a child or adolescent's home or from those to whom the child or adolescent is attached.

Those suffering from SAD may worry about losing their parents and/or getting lost or kidnapped. They often refuse to go to certain places (e.g., school) because of fears of separation, or become extremely fearful when they are left alone without their parents. These children and adolescents may also refuse to sleep alone, experience nightmares about separation, or experience various physical complaints (e.g., body-aches, nausea) when separated from their parents. Separation anxiety may cause significant impairment in important areas of functioning, (e.g., academic and social). The duration of this problem must last for at least four weeks and must present itself before the child is 18 years of age.

The fear of the dark is a common fear among children and to a varying degree is observed for adults. Fear of the dark is usually not fear of the darkness itself, but fear of possible or imagined dangers concealed by the darkness. Some degree of fear of the dark is natural, especially as a phase of child development. Most observers report that fear of the dark seldom appears before the age of 2 years.^[ When fear of the dark reaches a degree that is severe enough to be considered pathological, it is sometimes called nyctophobia (from Greek νυξ, "night" and φοβια, phobia), scotophobia, from σκότος - "darkness", or lygophobia, from λυγή - "twilight" and achluophobia.

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Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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i“If you treat an individual as he is, he will remain how he is. But if you treat him as if he were what he ought to be and could be, he will become what he ought to be and could be.” 

“Nine requisites for contented living: 

Health enough to make work a pleasure.
Wealth enough to support your needs.
Strength to battle with difficulties and overcome them.
Grace enough to confess your sins and forsake them.
Patience enough to toil until some good is accomplished.
Charity enough to see some good in your neighbor.
Love enough to move you to be useful and helpful to others.
Faith enough to make real the things of God.
Hope enough to remove all anxious fears concerning the future.”

“I love those who yearn for the impossible.” 

“Things which matter most must never be at the mercy of things which matter least.” 

 ideas are like chessmen moved forward; they may be beaten, but they may start a winning game.

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Whiter Shade Of Pale ~François, Duc de La Rochefoucauld,

spilling crimson says....AFrançois, Duc de La Rochefoucauld

The pleasure of love is in loving.

The height of cleverness is to be able to conceal it.

The passions are the only orators that always persuade.

The passions often engender their contraries.

Nothing is less sincere than our mode of asking and giving advice. He who asks seems to have a deference for the opinion of his friend, while he only aims to get approval of his own and make his friend responsible for his action. And he who gives advice repays the confidence supposed to be placed in him by a seemingly disinterested zeal, while he seldom means anything by his advice but his own interest or reputation.

Emily Dickinson Quite Empty Quite at Rest

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After great pain, a formal feeling comes. The Nerves sit ceremonious, like tombs.
Emily Dickinson



....Love is anterior to life, posterior to death, initial of creation, and the exponent of breath.
Emily Dickinson

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU~The End of the Affair~

spilling crimson says....The truth has never been of any real value to any human being - it is a symbol for mathematicians and philosophers to pursue. In human relations kindness and lies are worth a thousand truths.

“A story has no beginning or end: arbitrarily one chooses that moment of experience from which to look back or from which to look ahead.” 


― Graham Greene, The End of the Affair

“Insecurity is the worst sense that lovers feel; sometimes the most humdrum desireless marriage seems better. Insecurity twists meanings and poisons trust.”

“I measured love by the extent of my jealousy.” 

“I became aware that our love was doomed; love had turned into a love affair with a beginning and an end. I could name the very moment when it had begun, and one day I knew I should be able to name the final hour. When she left the house I couldn't settle to work. I would reconstruct what we had said to each other; I would fan myself into anger or remorse. And all the time I knew I was forcing the pace. I was pushing, pushing the only thing I loved out of my life. As long as I could make believe that love lasted I was happy; I think I was even good to live with, and so love did last. But if love had to die, I wanted it to die quickly. It was as though our love were a small creature caught in a trap and bleeding to death; I had to shut my eyes and wring its neck.” 

“If I'm a bitch and a fake, is there nobody who will love a bitch and a fake?” 

“Pain is easy to write. In pain we're all happily individual. But what can one write about happiness?” 

“And there, in that phrase, the bitterness leaks again out of my pen. What a dull lifeless quality this bitterness is. If I could I would write with love, but if I could write with love I would be another man; I would never have lost love.” 

“I'm tired and I'm sick to death of being without you.” 

“When I began to write our story down, I thought I was writing a record of hate, but somehow the hate has got mislaid and all I know is that in spite of her mistakes and her unreliability, she was better than most. It's just as well that one of us should believe in her: she never did in herself.” 

Monaco

♫Monaco - Jean Francois Maurice♫

yasmin levy - una noche mas

I feel your breath every time you move your lips and make my eyes losing the sight of my narrow life spreading my mind on your shape . Engaging my life on your need dressed your bleeding colours like a whisper in your desperate voice of my truth.Forgive my prescious, the trembling morning thoughts of your riddle. Vanish the silent moments of my elusive touch on my memories , as flawed gems some of us we live emotions engulfing and losing the aim... 

spilling crimson says....I remember your picture moving away The earth sank under my feet sank in the ground The will of my feet I went callendome callendome vacuum vacuum Without being able agarar to life without being able to life agarar How could I imagine as I could imagine I had something to give What had something to give I in my maturity and your Self in me and your maturity In your prime of life in your prime of life The years Unforgiven The Unforgiven years Only I beg you please just give me that

  " I am proud to combine the two cultures of Ladino and flamenco, while mixing in Middle Eastern influences. I am embarking on a 500 years old musical journey, taking Ladino to Andalusia and mixing it with flamenco, the style that still bears the musical memories of the old Moorish and Jewish-Spanish world with the sound of the Arab world. In a way it is a ‘musical reconciliation’ of history."
Y.LEVY

Risk- taking for love

music video To be with you Jamie O'Neal

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Go for someone who is not only proud to have you, but will also take every risk just to be with you.

If we didn't live venturously, plucking the wild goat by the beard, and trembling over precipices, we should never be depressed, I've no doubt; but already should be faded, fatalistic and aged    Virginia Woolf  Risk! Risk for love! Care no more for the opinions of others, for those voices. Do the hardest thing on earth for you. Act for yourself. Face the truth. Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when the person looks back-she will hear her heart    Paulo Coelho facebook Spilling-crimson

“If I can stop one heart from breaking…” Emily Dickinson

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“If I can stop one heart from breaking…” 
Emily Dickinson 

If I can stop one heart from breaking, 
I shall not live in vain; 
If I can ease one life the aching, 
Or cool one pain, 
Or help one fainting robin 
Unto his nest again, 
I shall not live in vain.” 

Emily Dickinson

JE T' OUBLIE-I FORGOT EVERYTHING

spilling crimson says....I can only wait for the final amnesia, the one that can erase an entire life.
Luis Bunuel

 According to Sigmund Freud, people often experience thoughts and feelings that are so painful that people cannot bear them. Such thoughts and feelings—and associated memories—could not, Freud argued, be banished from the mind, but could be banished from consciousness. Thus they come to constitute the unconscious. Although Freud later attempted to find patterns of repression among his patients in order to derive a general model of the mind, he also observed that individual patients repress different things. Moreover, Freud observed that the process of repression is itself a non-conscious act (in other words, it did not occur through people willing away certain thoughts or feelings). Freud supposed that what people repressed was in part determined by their unconscious. In other words, the unconscious was for Freud both a cause and effect of repression.

VIDEO MUSIC MARC LAVOINE  JE T'OUBLIE GREEK SUB

El Poder de los Sueños,The Power of Dreams

El Poder de los Sueños, Alejandro Lerner & Soledad Pastorutti

There is a light somewhere where ¿¿are the dreams of mankind?? there's a light inside you ¿¿where dreams are gonna come? to return to wake up do not forget to never stop dreaming Never stop dreaming of a light is not shining from within since childhood there is a light somewhere in there where my dreams come true beyond the sun across the sea beyond the time that there is a place where I want to go where I want to be Today's fantasy becomes reality beyond the sea beyond the time that there is a place where I want to go where I want to be today's fantasy becomes reality TODAY fantasy becomes reality Beyond the sun beyond the sea beyond the time it there is a place where I want to go where I want to be today's fantasy becomes reality

DREAM MOODS vs REALITY CHECK

spilling crimson says....When you are dreaming, awake or not all images and desires conjured by the unconscious. All your  pleasures, desires, unchecked impulses, urges and wish fulfillment are expressed in   an internal  language in order to preserve your persona in a civilized society like ours.
Your escape from this  struggle is to dream .....concerned with the conscious, the rational, the moral and the self-aware aspect of the mind. 

Morrissey - let me kiss you

THE STRANGE SOUNDS FROM BENEATH THE EARTH

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"Why is reality understandable or is it not?"

spilling crimson says.... Expected or accepted under the circumstances Reality  as actually exist, rather than as  may appear or might be imagined.
When Reality is often contrasted with what is imaginary, delusional, in the mind,then what is fictional or real?
 "You might disagree, but in my reality, everyone goes to heaven."
"My reality is not your reality."

Those statements are an example of opposite view and perception of what is real

Phenomena ,actual and conceptual are structured together define the Reality of the person who tries to map a complex of a shared or individual experience.

Our Reality is just only an ypothesis or is only what we can get away with? 

Muse-Resistance lyrics

my expectation is in anticipation Christin Pap

spilling crimson says....my expectation is in anticipation,
a suspense like an agony,
calibration in apathy,
intifference in mediocrity,
occupy my obvious lack of concern 
for the alloofness to the usually expected,
hypocricy of love but fail to care 
a practically worthless love as the world itself,
my anticipation is in expectation for
 the trait of  enthusiasm
in empathy of love.
Christin Pap

Δήμητρα Γαλάνη - Μ' αυτόν τον έρωτα music 

The most powerful symptom of love is a tenderness which becomes at times almost insupportable.Victor Hugo

spilling crimson says....my love seems hidden in an indifferent facemask